probably the best birthday ever :)

Okay, so it’s been a few days since I turned 20, but goodness, I still can’t get over how awesome that day was, even though we had exams in the morning. Lemme list the ways it became awesome.

1. MedChoir sang for me. No kidding. Okay, so they were there in our classroom to promote their Open House, and of course they had to perform one song. But since I have classmates who are part of MedChoir already, they got the rest of the choir to sing Happy Birthday, complete with blending and all, to me (and all the other June celebrants, but hey, I’m the only one in class who was celebrating that day)! Dream come true, to be honest - ever since I heard them in LU I, I’d always wanted MedChoir to sing me a Happy Birthday. :)) (So MedChoir, especially MedChoir 2017, and especially you, Tutti Tanchuling and Franco Macaspac - THANK YOU! :D)
2. Free dinner! One of the sororities in med invited some iMed2017 girls to have dinner with them, and it just so happened that it was my birthday! HAHA. Free dinner, and free ice cream, too! :)
3. Free party! Since we had our first ever exam in med that day, of course a detox party was in order. Another frat/soro in med organized it, and of COURSE I had to go; it was my birthday and what better way to celebrate, right? I did end up getting reaaaally tipsy (read: world was practically spinning and was thisclose to vomiting), but hey. It’s not every day you get to party like that on your birthday, and for free! HAHA.

Dahil mas masarap bumangon na may pag-asa :)

Frustration

These past few days, something inside me’s been telling me to write about us. Or rather, you and me. Sentences have been echoing in my head, things I could write about, but when I sit down and stare at the screen and let my fingers do the talking, everything just vanishes. As if I’d never thought of anything to write about in the first place.

I wanted to write because in a way, it’s unloading all those memories so that they won’t occupy space in my brain anymore, and I can finally, finally move on with my life. I wanted to write because maybe there’s something I want to say, something which I can’t tell anyone, not because I don’t trust them, but because they don’t need to know.

And yet, I’m at a loss here. There’s the desire, but there’s no substance - nothing at all.

I think I’ve run out of words to say about you and me, and maybe what I’ve been wanting to write is nothing I haven’t told you before.

"I don’t care if we don’t sleep at all tonight, let’s just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we’re gonna get it right, if you lay your weapon down"

Heartbreak Warfare, John Mayer

withdrawal.

I miss training with my swim team family (because being with them really feels that way), even if it means a little less time for academics. :( I can’t believe next training’s still in January!

For now, this (credits to my buddy, Danni Diestro, for the picture):

thelonelygazelle:

Hate this.

(via thelonelygazelle-deactivated201)

“That which Voldemort does not value, he takes no trouble to comprehend. Of house-elves and children’s tales, of love, loyalty, and innocence, Voldemort knows and understands nothing. Nothing. That they all have a power beyond his own, a power beyond the reach of any magic, is a truth he has never grasped.”

(via mind-of-an-awkward-teen)

(Source: watchhimwalk, via setthedancersfree)